Within me is a very dark creature. I don't even understand her very nature that I dare not unleash her to any human being. Often times I fear that no normal person can ever truly accept the 'human' within me. I cast it all to God. My rebuker, comforter, teacher, Lord and Father. He alone knows. Yet slowly, He gradually puts people into my life who would just keep on barging in to dig in behind the scenes even if I declare that I am okay.